lola guerrero

50-something empty-nest-search-for-God-and-happiness with more than a dash of humor

Old Is The New Black, Part 2



In the five years that I have known Walter, I have noticed that I seem
to see less and less of him. Over time, he has become despondent and
reclusive. Safeway now delivers his groceries. One neighbor, 90-year-old
Mary-Jean picks up his mail.
He didn’t want to be seen with a walker and walking to the elevator
was a hardship.

Well, dear ol’ Walter apparently had had enough of life. With his failing
health, he decided that he couldn’t wait for God to take him. Instead, he took
matters into his own hands. He committed suicide.

He shot himself on his deck.
Walter’s next door neighbor Nadine heard a POP sound around 9 p.m.,
but thought nothing of it. She went to bed. The following morning his
daughter came to visit and found her dad on the deck. The ambulance
came to take his body.

I’m not surprised Walter took his life. I don’t know how I will be at his age.
I don’t know what mental state I will be in if my body can’t do the things
it used to do like walk or jog along the beach breathing fresh air and
watching the waves come to shore.
Will I be able to walk my dog?

Will I be able to go fishing (if I ever wanted to do that which is doubtful)
or stretch out my arms and take a selfie?

We have a death once a year in our condo. Life reminds us each day that
we all have our season. A season to be young and restless. A season of
getting old and wrinkly. A season to live and die.

Dear God,
Thank you for opening my eyes to having more compassion for
my aging neighbors.

Remind us that life has its season and growing old
will arrive sooner than expected. Guide us to be
more caring and understanding with our senior citizens.

Amen, Lola

Author: lolaguerrero

50 something, mother of two, married, grandson named Napoleon. Love to go to the gym, watch films, act, write, jog, walk 10 miles with my husband, wine and travel. I"m a double tall, NF latte with half a pump of mocha with whip cream.

2 thoughts on “Old Is The New Black, Part 2

  1. Pingback: OLD IS THE NEW BLACK Part 2 | lolaguerrero

  2. So sorry to hear about Walter but your message to be more caring and patient with our senior citizens is an important one…


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